The Faces Of Roger

i really dun noe wad to put as the title

2009-12-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

yo viewers i noe i haven posted for a long time... Sry... So i had a haircut(now my hair is quite short,but i like it). I bought new specs. Its black in colour and the frame is quite rectangular. But my hairstyle quite suits my specs.
My life is quite lonely now, i really decided to work hard next year and nit think so much but life's still boring... Goin off tmr bbbb

hospital

2009-11-28T18:35:00.000-08:00

i went to the hospital yesterday to visit my aunt.
she's quite ok now. the swelling on her legs have decreased and she's well now.
everyone hopes that she can go home be4 new year.

nothing much to say cause life's boring

2009-11-23T17:19:00.000-08:00

its been long since i last posted. cuase nothing much to post
i didn't go out much, only went out for training and running.
finished most of my homework liao
finish watching most of the latest episodes of full metal alchemist and One Piece
sianz ah
sianz ah

2009-11-08T20:03:00.000-08:00

yay i changed my blogskin cause i started to like one piece
yay
yay
yay
sian
sian
sian
sian

goin overseas soon
maybe i goin for a funeral
but i hope not
i wish it would be a peaceful trip

long

2009-11-07T18:15:00.000-08:00

its been long since i last posted
but i guess no one sees my blog
i am too tired to post anything la
got ncc training every week
so tired
nothing much too post sia

life goes on

2009-10-31T07:45:00.000-07:00

yup last day with 1 respect on Friday
bye bye see u in canteen next year lol
got NCC schedule liao wa die!
nvm i will survive i can do it and yay i did my first 4.8+km today at bedok reservoiral
although we were suppose to run 5km but i nub so report sick but i started running soon after
thx for the support sergeants if not i would still not improve

feel that life is getting more sian and sian
i have nothing to do but to play with my psp
but then after training come liao my muscles will break!

thx for the talk yi jun now i understand what i want liao
i will work hard for it and maybe love isn't my cup of tea
lol

but roger wang will jia you
and he will find a pretty girl and marry her one day
but first he got to study and get good results or else he will get killed by his dad

i assure u girls out there prepare yourselves cause roger will get u once his studies are ok

roger love air hugs
roger love hugs

2009-10-25T19:00:00.000-07:00

yo hi friends
i just went to see a doctor cauz got sore throat
feeling better now
thx zac for the encouragement <<
btw i dun quite like the last episode of boys over flowers
its too short, i mean its too straight to the "point"
but i do like the new show after that(桃花小妹) its quite funny
i pity the singaporean actor, sry i forgot his name:P
OMG and wang xing lin is so pretty and cute!!!!

i feel so sian now , tired and nothing to do to be exact
i wish i would be more mature soon.
i wish i can understand the meaning of love so i could find my other half...
hahhahahaha
i am really laughing but now sound comes out
i want to cry but no tears come out
i think i am cheating myself..
i think i am forcing myself to love
roger<fancy saying myself crazy

life

2009-10-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

life goes on
yay today NCC smooth
I WENT IN TO BAYONET!
YAY
YAY
but now my throat sore like hell
nvm i will train my throat and drink lots of tea
dun feel like talking liao damm pain sia my throat
i dun noe if i can shout in the next.....ON GUARD!

Wonder if love lasts forever?
Wonder if i will be with u?
Wonder if i will still wonder ...

i am havin mixed feelings about her
i am havin mixed feelings bout the word love
i cant say it to the one i love
i dun noe who i love

i really dun noe
i feel empty in my heart

i dun noe

sian

2009-10-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

today i watched boys over flowers final(the movie) on my mio tv. the movie was quite ok now i just waiting for this weeks finale on saturday<<i am so excited about the ending.
we all noe that jin si cao rejected ju jun biao's first proposal but wad will the ending be?
hmmmmmmmmm
i'm goin to watch it no matter wad
btw i finally found back the beautiful taste of the bbt i drank after the mooncake festival celebration.
i kept ordering rainbow jasmine rainbow jasmine....
but actually it was vanilla rainbow!!!
OMG i am so stupid all those times i went to the shop and bought the wrong thing.
but now i am a regular there so i noe the in and outs

also looking forward to owning MR KOH'S balls at the eagle nest next week(maybe its this week?)

exams over

2009-10-14T21:14:00.000-07:00

yay over liao
been thinking why love?
been thinking is it time to stop thinking 'bout u?
been thinking whether is it right to love now?
love is as dangerous as playing with fire..
to MR X .. sry i really give up liao..
i just want to be friends with her and others
relationships?
hmmmmm...
maybe not now...
playing with love? i got played instead... love won't set u free
so many girls... i see on the road
i thought to myself...
am i suppose to like anyone i see? that would be so immature...
must i follow my fantasies?
must i love?
its time to stop thinking 'bout love and start to be free
MRS X(previous miss y :) ) i am sorry to tell u roger is a coward and its gone
HEE HEE
TO ALL WHO IS GUESSING I CAN TELL U ITS OVER.. TO THOSE WHO NOE.. ITS OVER
ROGER WANG IS FREE
LOVE DID NOT CATCH ME
LOVE DID NOT CONTROL ME WAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!

...

2009-10-03T19:28:00.000-07:00

exams are comin so to all people out there who is still reading my blog
pls go study
just kidding
jy to all
we(1 respect) shall own
i dun wan to think much about the exams liao
so tiring and sianzz

To Ncc viewers:
sergeants and sergeant major good luck for your exams
platoon mates, lets own some balls!!!!!!

sian i start thinking 'bout u again
why cant i just stop thinking 'bout u?
and to MR X, i never give up

just cant help myself from turning my head to look at u in class..
i like this quote,

If you love someone tell them... because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.
-- Pamela Daranjo

thats all for now
bb

what happened recently..

2009-10-02T18:06:00.001-07:00

sorry viewers out there
long time no post
nothing much to post too
exams around the corner much to study and learn
trained up quite alot at home (pumping and more)
sianzzzzzzzz
i miss NCC
i miss pumping
i miss drills
although i hate hantak kaki
everyone getting into exam mood now i guess i am too
not much to say actually
my brother got me into much trouble by scolding vulgarities using my MSN*~*
haix
haix

if only i could spend more time with u
if only i could stop expressing my feelings for u on my blog
and instead tell them to u myself
if only i had the courage
if only i could noe wad u feel

1 word from u shoots me out of this planet
1 praise from u get me into heaven

u are like a bullet straight through my heart
u are like a tumor in my mind
u are a fantasy of me

u make my dreams pleasant.....(~_~)

Umph!
i got shot by u....

today

2009-09-25T08:09:00.000-07:00

today was damm sian
i screwed up my ying yong wen and now i feel so regretful. erm i also dun noe why got this feeling.
anyway to day our school celebrated mooncake festival. they so nub moon not even full it is only half...
yay
talk to chun kit today. talked a lot with him.
talked about our part
talked about his sexy performance
talked about me
we walked to and froth on the field where many people are running and shouting and i even saw a guy half naked.
also to add on that jun yu go start blabbing about... to chun kit
lucky he haven noe
i hate u big mouth jun yu
preparing for exams liao, not goin to post much anyway nothing to post
oh ya
to day me chun kit and ying qing we went to the newly open bubble tea shop at bedok central and it roxxxxxxx
the drink was totally awesome and it was cheap as well
we ordered rainbow jasmine from the menu as the auntie had recommended it and it taste awesome. best bubble tea i tasted. if u want to drink it tell me and i will bring u there cauz there near my house.
thats all
tired..

unsaid goodbyes,
my love died.

love

2009-09-22T06:28:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i last posted. sorry blog and bloggers.lol
cauz now is the sian period, becauz got exams coming up.

lets not talk bout exams.
lets talk bout feelings.

love is gone.
it left my heart empty.
i feel that i am still not mature to understand the meaning of the word love.
u are so far from me. my heart just cant seem to reach ur heart. u are like a million miles away but yet so close.

miss y said to let things go natuarlly and i agree.
love isn't goin to take us anywhere, its just like drugs which make u go high but when u really start getting serious, u will start to find that things dun actually work out.

i said goodbye to love today.
i said hello to friends today.

i put love in my bank and i will take it out once i am ready.

singaporean attitude (the 我不要管 attitude)

2009-09-12T19:58:00.001-07:00

i can tell u that Singaporean attitude sux.they have that dun care attitude, which pisses me off every time. what made me confirmed my view about Singaporean is what i saw the day before yesterday. a 50 year old plus man was robbed by a youngster around 12 30+( midnight). i just bathed and was lying on my bed reading ONE PIECE comic books when i heard shouts from opposite my HDB block. the old man shouted: PA QIU AH PA QIU AH!!!!(in hokkien)= which means robber!
i did not noe that it was a robbery as the neighborhood that i live in, have people shouting everyday. my mum was the one who witnessed the incident and told me around 5 minutes later. she was standing at the kitchen window( we were on the seven floor).
so why did i say that Singaporean attitude sux? BECAUSE THERE WERE PEOPLE(4 OR 5) DOWNSTAIRS, WHICH SAW THE OLD MAN CHASING AFTER THE ROBBER AND DID NOT HELP!!!!!!!!
i can tell u they are f*****s!!!!!!!
WHY dun they help?
WHY wun their legs run?
WHY CANT THEY JUST PUT THEIR F*****G DUN CARE ATTITUDE ASIDE AND CHASE AFTER THE F*****G ROBBER?
ALL THE UNITED SPIRIT THEY SAID DURING THE NATIONAL DAY PARADE WAS LIKE S**T.
JUST A LITTLE INCIDENT LIKE THIS TURN THOSE NATIONAL DAY SPEECHES INTO 'EMPTY WORDS'
u noe why i am typing all this in caps?
BECAUSE I WAN THE PEOPLE WHOM READ MY BLOG OR EVEN TAG, TO NOE THAT THE DUN CARE ATTITUDE SUX LIKE NO MOTHER!!!
i feel so sorry for that old man.
i feel so sorry for those people out there who have the DUN CARE ATTITUDE.
i feel so sorry for this nation.
i feel so sorry for the person who wrote the national day speech because he was just wasting his time in and air-con room and trying to suck up to his bosses.
i felt so sorry for not living on the second floor on the opposite block because i can also help the old man.
i felt so sorry this is not AMERICA, because i would have taken out my shotgun and SHOOT THE F*****G GUY IN HIS HEAD AND THEN I WOULD TAKE HIS BODY(WITHOUT THE HEAD) AND HANG IT IN FROM OF THE POLICE POST AND THEN I WOULD STICK A SIGN BOARD ON TO HIS THROAT WITH THE WORDS: I AM SORRY FOR STEALING A OLD MAN'S MONEY
WOW this must be the bloodiest post i have ever written so far in my blogging life.
i surely hope people would tag about this post and give ur comments about Singaporean attitude.

holidays feel so good

2009-09-10T01:05:00.000-07:00

yesterday's bbq was fun and good. hahas sergeant yuen shen got drenched by our fizzy drinks and champagne lol. i had my fill in drinking the champagne. oh god i love to drink champagne. it had been a long time i last drink champagne and finally yesterday i got the chance...
before we drank champagne, we did a wishing activity. everyone wrote our wishes on a piece of paper and we stuff the papers into a empty F&N bottle and then we filled it up with sand till the brim. guess wad is my wish... it should be obvious. then we threw the bottle into the sea but before that we took a phto with it .lol. and jing yu almost squash my dick.
after all the fun we packed up and went to bowl at the marina bowl.
we saw quite a lot gamblers there and gangsters. i cannot believe it. people can actually bet on bowling results. lol. idiots. suckers. bastards and bitches. those f***ers scream until my eardrums almost burst. i got a few strikes but no spares...
sian today went to water ambassador course at NEWater factory. saw a lot of girls from RVS NCC. they look so bad and btw one of the staff sergeant(girl) even say Yu Fei is cute just because he shot her face with a rubber band.
love: Do you feel the same for me? please show because my heart is getting impatient...

bowling

2009-09-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

Damm man! me, al, jumper and ken got owned by other people!!!!!! lol
i went to the PSG tournament today at tampiness SAFRA. that place is huge and nice, but the bowling alley sux. it sux like no mother lor. ken oso very funny go wrong SAFRA, he went to Changi SAFRA instead but lucky he got back in time.
felt very funny, am i losing my skills or should i blame myself for not practicing. sianz.....
nothing much to blog nowadays although its the holidays, i still feel very sian...
my mum keep asking me to study and i feel so tired of studying.
sianz.....
i wonder if she feels the same for me.
sleeping does help me forget stress but it does not make me forget u..........

confession

2009-09-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

i am starting to think whether i should confess or not.
i already confess to like two girls in primary school and there is no result and now i dun wan to feel that away again. i wan to treat this seriously. i dun wan to like someone becauz of the looks or anything i think who ever does that is immature. although, i seem 'high' everyday, but deep down in my heart, i always think about u. ur face always appear in my mind and dreams. i daydream in class becauz of u and that is why i dun remember wad the teachers are talking about.....time, patience and courage is all i need pls dun giv ur heart to someone else.
any way i went to army open house today at pasir laba camp with the company. sad thing jun yu never come. hope u recover soon!
we got a chance to shoot the SAR-21 rifle which was damm cool although there were only five rounds. some of us even shot a SAW! wow the guns were amazing and trust me if u go there and u try to shoot a rifle, u will be amazed by its recoil and 威力. lol. becauz when we were shooting, we could actually see the sand and rocks around us fly!
in the end i oni shot 2 head shots out of 5 rounds. lol, i feel so nub.....
i oso got a chance to hold a multi-shot grenade launcher, which weighs 6 kg! without ammo. it must weigh 1 ton with the ammo.
be4 i go i would like to wish me, ken, jumper and al good luck for tmr's bowling tournament.
****************************love struck & love drunk******************************

that girl

2009-08-31T01:11:00.000-07:00

she is always on my mind
sianz
sianz
sianz
i dunno if i wan to confess to her anot, i scared she reject me and then break my heart,lol.
Mr X already 'confess' to Miss Y liao sia.
i feel so nub, i feel like a loser.
i still feel as if she is a stranger to me.
any tips on confessing??????????????
i need help sia..........

long time no blog

2009-08-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

its been a long time i last saw u, blog. i have been rather lazy to blog nowadays. i sprained my back, it still hurts, wish u would recover soon. also, my mind is also stressed. i have been thinking about the person i like for many days now, during those hard trainings, i always think of her, she keeps me going whenever i feel bad about myself. i dun noe if this is childish love or what. i wish we could hav a chance, together,alone, so we could talk about my feelings and her feelings.

2009-07-22T00:11:00.000-07:00

Lok did not come school today, sick...
But anyways we still did a so called news paper cutting
i also watched the movie , my god!
the front part was already very touching and sad. wonder what is going to happen next?
Been listening to the song , and it rocks! It came from the movie Ghosts of girlfriends past. Although i did not watch the movie, i still find the song to be nice.

Basically, i am still alive and kicking!!!!!!!!
Still got a long road to go and a lot of pretty girls to meet!!!!!!!!LOL HA HA

results getting better

2009-07-21T01:24:00.000-07:00

oh ye oh ye my results are finally showing me some colors
Any way, lets talk about triple x
Triple x are three people in our class which me, jun yu and jumper talked about the other day.The Xes were 'candidates' of who we might like in our class. LOL funny then.
wow, that was they day which we 'poured' our hearts out= say who we liked .... blah blah
what made more memorable was that, i did not finish my chicken rice that day!!!!
HA HA
HA HA
HA HA
And fucking AL took my money, that was when i felt my wallet to be light
fortunately he returned or else i will kill him!
This Friday got NCC liao...
Hope i am ready for it...

yay blogskin done!

2009-07-18T19:54:00.000-07:00

Yeh finally. i learned how to change my blog skin( from you tube). Anyway i have a new blog skin now. finally i can stop asking my friends liao. now i am more determined to maintain this blog.
Last time i thought that blogs were lame but now i understand that BLOGS ARE COOL!
ok now for my life condition......
i haven finish my maths.....
i only finish half of my art homework.
still preparing for my science test.....(PRT)....LOL
now talk about my game life....
i just turned i into staff sergeant(new acc) in Wolf Team YAY!!!!!!!!
i bought a new gun that just cause me 65 WP in the game, with that i own people like hell.
GTG liao
>>>>>>>>>>>>next post would be about the Triple Xs in my class!

Mixed things??????

2009-07-17T07:36:00.000-07:00
Had an 'interesting' talk with jun yu and jumper today.Discovery was made . LOL. so many homework must do. Why can't the teacher give less homework? There doesn't seem to be a word called "kind" in my [TEACHERS] section of my brain. If that word flashes past. No wait. It never will. What stupid inspiring talks, teacher interaction, want to know more about you, blah blah blah. The above mention=waste of time!
Decided to pawn company run tommorrow. HAHAs. Just too tired to move but energetic to play. i feel so afraid of the standing board jump sia. DIE liao DIE liao. thought i could get an A but i think my standing board jump is going to screw it. i wanted to impressed my primary school teachers but sadly........
As long as i survive my NCC days.......
nothing will go wrong(but on second thought, maybe something wil go wrong)
The school is my stage, i put up an act to entertain my teachers and friends.
There are so many faces of me that i have difficulty choosing which one to put up.....

2009-07-15T05:48:00.000-07:00
i feel very sian and confused and tired
i feel like acting everyday in front of my friends
i am confused about why i am here, in this world ........
tired, dun wan think about it anymore